| Monday, March 3rd, 2008 |
| 7:37 am |
Its funny how things work. When the goodtimes are coming back and you feel like nothing ever ended. Or you are right back in the beginning,with the most amazing friend you have had. I haven't felt like this in a while. |
| Monday, December 24th, 2007 |
| 8:15 pm |
old crow
Take me to the moonshine still where we shall rest and drink our fill beneath that clockwork moon we will ease our weary bones. From bed and ditch let us rise and cast the cobwebs from our eyes in Old Crow we will be baptized, far from mean John Law. For we are tempest tossed and damned deadbeats tricked by sleight of hand adrift without the sight of land come drink with us awhile. |
| Saturday, December 15th, 2007 |
| 6:31 pm |
Foolish. Should I hang on and wait for the final outcome?All the signs are there for me to do so.... But somethings telling me not to hold my breath. Gimme a brew! |
| Wednesday, December 12th, 2007 |
| 11:47 pm |
a lil something i wrote.haven't written in a while
The time has come Im packing up Leaving with the few things I've got left Whithered eyes ,a broken spirit,poisoned liver from the staRT Am i trying to dream while I'm still awake? Or am i just running away? who gives a fuck cus' I'm still drunk from the night before...yesterday. Im leaving this town and it's all undercover While fighting for friendship when life's undiscovered With lost hope and lost love ambitions defeating dont lock arms dont lock hearts,the shits all decieving I fish through the lie's and get stuck in the truth But the truth dont mean shit when you're drunk and confused So we kill off the time as we toss down the brews Than I strike at these chords,you defy all the rules chorus and im allllllllllways right there, no matter how far, Im always an arms reach away for my friendships and cold booze and im alllllllllllready half gone, lend me a hand, Bring me to a right peace of mind and a right state of sanity Current Mood: just fuckin dandyCurrent Music: my own bullshit |
| 12:34 am |
Im stuck in a bind and am not sure of what to do.Should I go and proceed with what I've attempted to start?Or should I try and start again here?Theres something missen either way.shit. |
| Monday, November 12th, 2007 |
| 2:12 am |
after tonight.theres just one thing i would drop everything for.to get you back.looking into your eyes,hoping that therewas something for me too.i guess not.ive decided to cut i short.ill see you when i see you tucson. Current Mood:  sad |
| Saturday, October 6th, 2007 |
| 3:14 pm |
fuck man.I broke my wrist so now i cant work to pay my truckpayment. |
| Sunday, September 16th, 2007 |
| 3:01 am |
like the burnin end of a midnight cigarette. |
| Saturday, September 15th, 2007 |
| 11:57 am |
so i forgot about this crazy lifestyle that i left behind me when i left this place.now im back in its realm.but no matter how many people i surround myself with,life just hasnt been the same at all , so many sudden changes and attempted adjustments.Its nuts.What ever though,I will find what it is im searching for hopefully.but for now , out of sight ,out of mind, out of reach. Current Mood: lonely |
| Saturday, September 8th, 2007 |
| 9:38 am |
later tucson. Current Mood:  anxious |
| Friday, August 10th, 2007 |
| 10:44 pm |
Went to the warp tour today. waste of money by far. I've been asking myself the whole drive hoe from pheonix. "since when has rock n roll become a haven for faggots?" Honestly , our Generation is kind of an embarassment, filled with haircuts and makeup, ad thts just the guys. |
| Sunday, June 3rd, 2007 |
| 11:39 am |
I hate it when you wake up sweating,and cannot stop sweating after that.ah good times. Hello summer,Goodbye comfort. Current Mood:  tired |
| Monday, May 21st, 2007 |
| 7:28 pm |
my foot caught in the tracks,and the rest march forth. I have been dreading this day. Current Mood: disappointed |
| Saturday, April 28th, 2007 |
| 2:03 pm |
shit sucks. Current Mood: bumbed.Current Music: sworn enemy |
| Sunday, April 15th, 2007 |
| 4:26 am |
bros suck.fights suck.broken hands suck. Current Mood:  irritatedCurrent Music: sabbath |
| Thursday, March 29th, 2007 |
| 5:17 pm |
I finally got my licence, and a new job. Now all i need is the insurance and a car.Shits starting to come together. |
| Saturday, March 24th, 2007 |
| 9:41 pm |
For Cortney.
These passed few days have been rough between you and I , by far the worste in 8 months.I know it's my fault, and I cannot stress how much its killing me. I made a promise, I broke it,And now I'm paying the consequences.I hate our relationship being in jeopardy.The last thing in the world I want is to lose you.I know past conflicts and trials have built a wrap sheet and is making you sick of my shit to the point you cannot bare to stick around.I fully understand this.Thats why I'm willing to do whatever it takes to keep you in my life and have a happy relationship.You are my world Cortney.You are my best friend,you are my girlfriend,And nothing is worth ruining our relationship.Please believe me when I say, I will never do it again because I saw what the outcome could have been,and I do not want to experience that, for real.I Love You Cortney. |
| Friday, March 16th, 2007 |
| 1:19 pm |
19 more days until Mexico.Sprrring Break. Current Mood: bored |
| Sunday, March 11th, 2007 |
| 2:47 pm |
fuck this!
my god.... Teeth pain is most intense,constant pain I have ever felt.I am going literally insane because of this shit.The denstist prescribed be 12 tylonal 3's to last me a week...what the fuck?I have to take 4 or 5 to even feel a slight head change , but my grill still fucking hurts.Past recources would be bueno right now.But I cant...just gotta wait till wendsday to get this shit fixed.I think I want them all removed and Have a different pair of teeth for every day.that would be bitchen'. Current Mood:  blah |
| Friday, January 19th, 2007 |
| 5:57 am |
why do i treat people this way?especially the people i care about the most.that i would die for.that i would rip my own intestines out with a spoon for, just to see them happy.I keep pushing it and pushing it.I dont realize what i have until its almost beyong reach...until they almost kick me to the curb and give me a solid "fuck you".I dont deserve them,, i'm just a shit bag, and thats all I'll be , and all i want is one thing, one person, and i almost lose them all the time.I dont want it to be like this.I want every thing to be good,because without you, im nothing. |
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