at_gun_point

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 14:43:25 GMT

Its funny how things work.
When the goodtimes are coming back and you feel like nothing ever ended.
Or you are right back in the beginning,with the most amazing friend you have had.
I haven't felt like this in a while.

old crow

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 03:18:03 GMT

Take me to the moonshine still
where we shall rest and drink our fill
beneath that clockwork moon we will
ease our weary bones.

From bed and ditch let us rise
and cast the cobwebs from our eyes
in Old Crow we will be baptized,
far from mean John Law.

For we are tempest tossed and damned
deadbeats tricked by sleight of hand
adrift without the sight of land
come drink with us awhile.

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 01:35:39 GMT

Foolish.
Should I hang on and wait for the final outcome?All the signs are there for me to do so....
But somethings telling me not to hold my breath.
Gimme a brew!

a lil something i wrote.haven't written in a while

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 06:49:29 GMT

The time has come
Im packing up
Leaving with the few things I've got left
Whithered eyes ,a broken spirit,poisoned liver from the staRT
Am i trying to dream while I'm still awake?
Or am i just running away?
who gives a fuck cus' I'm still drunk from the night before...yesterday.

Im leaving this town and it's all undercover
While fighting for friendship when life's undiscovered
With lost hope and lost love ambitions defeating
dont lock arms dont lock hearts,the shits all decieving
I fish through the lie's and get stuck in the truth
But the truth dont mean shit when you're drunk and confused
So we kill off the time as we toss down the brews
Than I strike at these chords,you defy all the rules

chorus

and im allllllllllways right there,
no matter how far,
Im always an arms reach away for my friendships and cold booze

and im alllllllllllready half gone,
lend me a hand,
Bring me to a right peace of mind and a right state of sanity

Mon, 29 Oct 2007 07:32:56 GMT

Im stuck in a bind and am not sure of what to do.Should I go and proceed with what I've attempted to start?Or should I try and start again here?Theres something missen either way.shit.

Sat, 13 Oct 2007 09:18:13 GMT

after tonight.theres just one thing i would drop everything for.to get you back.looking into your eyes,hoping that therewas something for me too.i guess not.ive decided to cut i short.ill see you when i see you tucson.

Sat, 06 Oct 2007 22:15:13 GMT

fuck man.I broke my wrist so now i cant work to pay my truckpayment.

Sun, 16 Sep 2007 10:06:17 GMT

like the burnin end of a midnight cigarette.

Sat, 15 Sep 2007 19:05:03 GMT

so i forgot about this crazy lifestyle that i left behind me when i left this place.now im back in its realm.but no matter how many people i surround myself with,life just hasnt been the same at all , so many sudden changes and attempted adjustments.Its nuts.What ever though,I will find what it is im searching for hopefully.but for now , out of sight ,out of mind, out of reach.

Sat, 08 Sep 2007 16:39:34 GMT

later tucson.

Thu, 12 Jul 2007 05:48:06 GMT

Went to the warp tour today.
waste of money by far.
I've been asking myself the whole drive hoe from pheonix.
"since when has rock n roll become a haven for faggots?"

Honestly , our Generation is kind of an embarassment, filled with haircuts and makeup, ad thts just the guys.

Sun, 03 Jun 2007 18:41:06 GMT

I hate it when you wake up sweating,and cannot stop sweating after that.ah good times.
Hello summer,Goodbye comfort.

Tue, 22 May 2007 02:31:33 GMT

my foot caught in the tracks,and the rest march forth.
I have been dreading this day.

Sat, 28 Apr 2007 21:06:49 GMT

shit sucks.

Sun, 15 Apr 2007 11:28:40 GMT

bros suck.fights suck.broken hands suck.

Fri, 30 Mar 2007 00:21:01 GMT

I finally got my licence, and a new job. Now all i need is the insurance and a car.Shits starting to come together.

For Cortney.

Sun, 25 Feb 2007 04:55:07 GMT

These passed few days have been rough between you and I , by far the worste in 8 months.I know it's my fault, and I cannot stress how much its killing me. I made a promise, I broke it,And now I'm paying the consequences.I hate our relationship being in jeopardy.The last thing in the world I want is to lose you.I know past conflicts and trials have built a wrap sheet and is making you sick of my shit to the point you cannot bare to stick around.I fully understand this.Thats why I'm willing to do whatever it takes to keep you in my life and have a happy relationship.You are my world Cortney.You are my best friend,you are my girlfriend,And nothing is worth ruining our relationship.Please believe me when I say, I will never do it again because I saw what the outcome could have been,and I do not want to experience that, for real.I Love You Cortney.

Fri, 16 Feb 2007 20:21:49 GMT

19 more days until Mexico.Sprrring Break.

fuck this!

Sun, 11 Feb 2007 21:49:14 GMT

my god.... Teeth pain is most intense,constant pain I have ever felt.I am going literally insane because of this shit.The denstist prescribed be 12 tylonal 3's to last me a week...what the fuck?I have to take 4 or 5 to even feel a slight head change , but my grill still fucking hurts.Past recources would be bueno right now.But I cant...just gotta wait till wendsday to get this shit fixed.I think I want them all removed and Have a different pair of teeth for every day.that would be bitchen'.

Fri, 19 Jan 2007 13:03:18 GMT

why do i treat people this way?especially the people i care about the most.that i would die for.that i would rip my own intestines out with a spoon for, just to see them happy.I keep pushing it and pushing it.I dont realize what i have until its almost beyong reach...until they almost kick me to the curb and give me a solid "fuck you".I dont deserve them,, i'm just a shit bag, and thats all I'll be , and all i want is one thing, one person, and i almost lose them all the time.I dont want it to be like this.I want every thing to be good,because without you, im nothing.

Pudgy Young Blondes With Lobotomy Eyes

Thu, 21 Dec 2006 19:42:18 GMT

Pudgy young blonds with lobotomy eyes
Keep their fingers down their throat to attract all the guys
Who will drug them at bars and take them home to his friends
She'll wake up the next day and she'll do it again
Vomit yourself into the social shining spotlight
Pudgy young blonds with lobotomy eyes
Get fat shoved in their chests and sucked out of their thighs
And your new broken nose will look so good when it mends
Worship MTV, watch and worship the trends
Queen of the congregation at a wax museum
Sit and rest at the feet of your airbrushed deity
Follow
Obey
Fall into the crowds
Falling faster
Blind
You're blind
Roll your eyes
Follow and just pretend
Your life is a shallow fleeting trend
Your life is so shallow

Wed, 13 Dec 2006 19:35:53 GMT

oh man...Jack Daniels really got ahold of me last night,As well as the othe 3 that were drinking it.Bertz tackled me into 3 pots with catai in them..Fucked up my knee..than proceeded to kick me in the knee...So I scalped him in the head with my fist and he crumbled to the floor..hour or so later ,he thinks mammas rooms a bathroom and pisses all over her bedroom,and i think her too.Crazy nights ,always.

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 20:13:19 GMT

I think im going to san diego next weekend.

Theory of evolution

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 19:46:15 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-KhAt2ENNeY&mode=related&search=

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 03:27:35 GMT

a 64 oz thirst buster cup would make for the perfect abortion tool...just yam it in ...pull it out real fast , and the fetus would be sucked right out.